Muddling through

What a laugh,though. to think that one human being could ever really know another. You could get used to each other, get so habituated that you could speak their words right along with them, but you  never know why other people said what they said or did what they did, because they never even knew themselves. Nobody understands  anybody.

And  yet somehow we live together,mostly in peace and get things done with a high enough success rate that people keep trying. Human beings get married and a lot of marriages work, and they have children and most of them grow up to be decent people, and they have schools and businesses and factories and farms that have results at some level of acceptability - all without having a clue what's going on inside anybody's head.
Muddling through, that's what human beings do. That's the part of being human I hate the most.

Няма ме

Допиваш си последната глътка и довършваш фаса. Златната течност се разстила из цялото ти тяло и всяка мускулна болка бива забравена. Не си ял нищо от сутринта, затова караш само на адреналин и бира. Алкохолът те упоява, замайва доволно и сякаш си поел серотонин интра-венозно. Всичко е приповдигнато, всичко е чук.
Забравяш лошото, загърбваш миналото, показваш си гривничката и решително влизаш вътре.
Потапяш се в глъча на хиляди хора и, изведнъж, един акорд те избавя от мислите и тревогите.
Една ограда стои между теб и еуфорията. решително се засилваш,прескачаш я и се понасяш по хиляди ръце нанякъде.
О, да!

equation for life

Ask me again and I will tell you that we should look back to our ancestors. Rediscover some old beliefs. Feel what they have once felt. Find Life, Spirit and Soul in all things - the rocks, the grass, the smile, the look. Combine that with what we know and we get the equation for life. 

No, don't tell me finding the meaning of it is meaningless. Do not deny that you have tried, that you have wondered what it is that makes us human. Is it religion, science? Are we the sum of our cells or the sum of our mental capacities? Claiming that is lying. And lying is the one human trait seen by all as impure, though as much part of us as music. It is the column around which we build our lives. Be it the lies told by others, which we never question, or the own lies we tell ourselves to keep the spark of sanity, which always tells us truth prevails.
So what do you say? Will you come along? Will you join me in rediscovering, reforming ourselves? Will you join my new world order, the one that's based on the self? Will you step up, can you step up? 

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